Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Learning to love getting old

Mel took this of me last week
When we were driving back home from our attempt to reach Excelsior Pass last Thursday, I saw in Melanie's phone that she had taken this picture of me. When I first looked at it, I thought I looked great, and asked her for it, which she willingly provided. But then when I got home and looked more closely at it, I realized that what I liked best about it was that I thought I looked younger than my years.

Yes, when I looked more carefully at it,  I knew that nobody is going to be able to take a picture of me as an elderly woman that will make me look twenty years younger. It's a conceit I think many seniors have: that if we just get the right angle in a picture, we'll be able to disguise our true ages. Instead of looking at the photo and conceding that it shows a very fit septuagenarian, all I saw was the wrinkles, white hair, and the veins sticking out on my arm. Vanity!

Fortunately for me, I have this blog to help keep me honest. Yes, I carry around some vanity, but I am always looking for ways to let it go and cultivate humility instead. As I get older, it gets a little easier with every passing day. A delightful quote for today:
An example I often use to illustrate the reality of vanity, is this: look at the peacock; it's beautiful if you look at it from the front. But if you look at it from behind, you discover the truth... Whoever gives in to such self-absorbed vanity has huge misery hiding inside them. —Pope Francis
:-)

16 comments:

  1. You do look great, Jan. A fit woman indeed!

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  2. I love this title, DJan! It's something I think about daily. Being a strong, fit woman of any age no matter the wrinkles is something to which I aspire. Thanks for your honesty.

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  3. You DO look beautiful. And fit and happy. The last is the most important (and I am pretty certain you wouldn't be happy if you were unfit). The first is a bonus.

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  4. Jan, when I saw the photo of you, my first thought was, "Wow... what good posture!" I wish my posture was as good as yours. You look terrific in that photo and I'm envious of how you stay so fit.

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  5. You look beautiful! My first though was I wonder how much that pack weighs? :)

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  6. The photo shows somebody at ease, comfortable in their own skin ...happy. That's the message I see . Not someone who's old or young.

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  7. You ARE beautiful, DJan. Having met you in person, I can definitely attest to this truth. You are beautiful inside and out. AND I have always loved your beautiful silver hair.

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  8. I care how I look, but don't care. Does that make sense? Age is a thing of beauty and we ALL strive for living long...

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  9. I'm always thinking I look younger than I am. It's not vanity, but a hope that maybe I've got longer to go than the actuarial tables tell us. But I know, just as vanity is vain, so my hopes are probably in vain. Still and all, if you're going to be a septuagenarian it's good to be one that is fit and healthy!

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  10. Yes, you are a beautiful lady, one who looks years younger than her age. You are a very active lady, I'm sure that keeps you young from the inside out. Love this picture !
    HUgs,
    ~Jo

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  11. You look fantastic! All the time.
    Beauty shines from within. :)

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  12. Love the picture and oh if only I looked so good. But you do put in the work keeping fit and cute just comes natural for you. Mercy that pack looks heavy.

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  13. Sometimes, photos of oneself can be downright embarrassing. Lol. You look great in this photo.

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  14. It's a good angle, DJan... and you are fit for your age! Sometimes I feel that my white hair and turkey neck make me look even older than my 74... but then I'm not going to do anything about either. I am who I am. Most of my friends color their hair and they look great, but it's just not me. So yes, accepting our age and embracing it is a good thing.

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  15. It is interesting to think about how others see us. I can do little about the way I look but I can continue to keep active and enjoy life to the full for as long as possible.

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